mrvitorsky
Glandeuse Pinéale
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- 24/6/09
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Well I took ten night before last. Light acid as I would describe it. Took 22 last night, It was like acid. It started out great REALLY hardcore visuals I mean this was almost an acid trip. Full disassociation from the way reality works, the world open and vast, very strange electronic like movement of people, felt like I could see all of everyone's emotions.
Well then I have a panic attack. It started out with bad decision one, watching a sad movie about senile people. I cant stop my heart from beating so damn fast and It feels like my throat Is swelling up and then It occurred to me that I don't know If you can L.S.A. O.D. so I started freaking out and I did the stupid thing and looked It up, which of course made It worse.
So my body started panicking so much I felt like I was greatly over heating I jumped in a cold shower. I'm still panicking so I run over to a bar where a couple of buddies hangout, get some fucking calm down. On the way some one either attempts to mug me or I just panic cause of some deep seated racism and take off, but it is 3 am and some one wants to stop and talk to me.
I get to the bar get some water calm down a bit but, I come in their freaked out. I thought I heard every one saying shit like I'm a complete liar, I just make stuff up blah blah blah, I do this stupidly and that stupidly(but they are doing the purposefully whisper thing so it could of been in my head). So I get really uncomfortable and leave, and decide to go home, but shit I forgot my bike key. So I decide to walk home.
I'm all angry, irked, paranoid and thinking people think I'm a liar while tripping. Then I feel like I'm gonna get mugged. Even though I have nothing on me. I don't wanna get the shit beat out of me. So I go to the place where I work and my brother does and as him for some money for a cab home.Then my ass(sorry harsh, but hes got issues) of a coworker gives me shit at the register(always acts like that). So the Cabbie is waiting and all pissed off, and he starts the meter and this thing go on for like five minutes with my ass of a coworker.
I then realize I'm locked out and I don't have enough money to make It home. So I get out halfway and give him the money. I start walking still pissed and paranoid. I make It home after leaving. I make It home and I wallow on this, but then I experience something, this Is my fucking ego, all of this, I'm not doing what I want I'm just wallow cause I feel like my ego is bruised. So I took the most enjoyable walk ever with my dog. I don't know if it was full ego death but it was a step in the right direction.
Any one else have experiences with large doses of L.S.A. that went bad?
Well then I have a panic attack. It started out with bad decision one, watching a sad movie about senile people. I cant stop my heart from beating so damn fast and It feels like my throat Is swelling up and then It occurred to me that I don't know If you can L.S.A. O.D. so I started freaking out and I did the stupid thing and looked It up, which of course made It worse.
So my body started panicking so much I felt like I was greatly over heating I jumped in a cold shower. I'm still panicking so I run over to a bar where a couple of buddies hangout, get some fucking calm down. On the way some one either attempts to mug me or I just panic cause of some deep seated racism and take off, but it is 3 am and some one wants to stop and talk to me.
I get to the bar get some water calm down a bit but, I come in their freaked out. I thought I heard every one saying shit like I'm a complete liar, I just make stuff up blah blah blah, I do this stupidly and that stupidly(but they are doing the purposefully whisper thing so it could of been in my head). So I get really uncomfortable and leave, and decide to go home, but shit I forgot my bike key. So I decide to walk home.
I'm all angry, irked, paranoid and thinking people think I'm a liar while tripping. Then I feel like I'm gonna get mugged. Even though I have nothing on me. I don't wanna get the shit beat out of me. So I go to the place where I work and my brother does and as him for some money for a cab home.Then my ass(sorry harsh, but hes got issues) of a coworker gives me shit at the register(always acts like that). So the Cabbie is waiting and all pissed off, and he starts the meter and this thing go on for like five minutes with my ass of a coworker.
I then realize I'm locked out and I don't have enough money to make It home. So I get out halfway and give him the money. I start walking still pissed and paranoid. I make It home after leaving. I make It home and I wallow on this, but then I experience something, this Is my fucking ego, all of this, I'm not doing what I want I'm just wallow cause I feel like my ego is bruised. So I took the most enjoyable walk ever with my dog. I don't know if it was full ego death but it was a step in the right direction.
Any one else have experiences with large doses of L.S.A. that went bad?