Schwanke668
Alpiniste Kundalini
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- 25/12/10
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Did .1mg of Kratom at 9am after a full night of being awake hoping it would mellow me out as I felt if I was going into slightly hypomanic. (Place where I am exhausted and cant sleep and brain wont turn off.)
First half hour or so after taking it may have been placebo but it seemed wierd. I felt like my muscles were 'sparkling'. Like I normally get twitches as the side effects of one of my medications but this felt like bursts of pin pricks in similar patterns as to the twitches but almost had a 'visual light' effect to them at the spiritual/psychedelic level.
After this I was able to pray/meditate for a period of time that was quiet relaxing then after a while I mellowed nicely and felt warm and fuzzy and went into some very nice dreaming sleep for about 5 hours.
I woke up and had to pee so I did so then went back and layed down and felt like it wasnt time to wakeup yet so I decided to try and sleep some more. I still felt warm and fuzzy though not as intense.
After about 2.5 hours I woke up and this time I very solidly felt like I could NOT go back to sleep. I felt slightly jittery and tried to go pray and relax and did finaly relax but felt a little 'off'. Couldnt quite put my finger on it but it was like I was making really itty bitty mistakes and didnt care but recovering from them fast enough to not be serious enough to worry about. A little like the blue lotus mini hangover I had but not as serious and stupid.
Finally I felt safe enough to drive and went to get pizza and seem to be 'perfectly fine' now.
Whee!
First half hour or so after taking it may have been placebo but it seemed wierd. I felt like my muscles were 'sparkling'. Like I normally get twitches as the side effects of one of my medications but this felt like bursts of pin pricks in similar patterns as to the twitches but almost had a 'visual light' effect to them at the spiritual/psychedelic level.
After this I was able to pray/meditate for a period of time that was quiet relaxing then after a while I mellowed nicely and felt warm and fuzzy and went into some very nice dreaming sleep for about 5 hours.
I woke up and had to pee so I did so then went back and layed down and felt like it wasnt time to wakeup yet so I decided to try and sleep some more. I still felt warm and fuzzy though not as intense.
After about 2.5 hours I woke up and this time I very solidly felt like I could NOT go back to sleep. I felt slightly jittery and tried to go pray and relax and did finaly relax but felt a little 'off'. Couldnt quite put my finger on it but it was like I was making really itty bitty mistakes and didnt care but recovering from them fast enough to not be serious enough to worry about. A little like the blue lotus mini hangover I had but not as serious and stupid.
Finally I felt safe enough to drive and went to get pizza and seem to be 'perfectly fine' now.
Whee!
