I finally got to 20 posts! I'm Sophia and would love to explore some of the topics on this forum. I have a little backlog of questions so I guess I'll be posting a few threads soon. What might be interesting: - I had what I would call an enlightenment experience on MDMA and would be...

I just finished playing Oddworld: New and Tasty. A classic game though after binging on it a little I felt a bit overloaded by the oppression aesthetic of the game. I like playing underdogs, but that game bordered on horror.

Drugs are illegal for the same reason the government tightly controls immigration. It keeps you focused on something that isn't truly important and gives the government a justification for its control over our lives more in general.

I don't even know what the point of taking that much is. Isn't 150mg mind blowing enough?

Are you talking about knowing your true self as a field of awareness that is not bound to a single object or mind object? Or is it some other interesting secret?

It'd be nice to have some stats. Anecdotally I've heard about some madness from LSD and some from Ayahuasca. I find ayahuasca very intimidating now. Brugmansia sounds a bit terrifying too but it's not as used as those two.

In no particular order -Mescaline -DMT -5meoDMT -AL-LAD -LSD -Kanna -Syrian Rue -Ayahuasca maybe - Different varieties of psylocybin mushrooms as I was fascinated at the difference I perceieved between two mushrooms with the same active chemical -Can't think of a number 10.. MAO inhibitors with...

I can fly well in lucid dreams but other things are hard, such as teleportation... interestingly reading Harry Potter and the bit where they learn to teleport (oops "apparate") helped me work out a technique that sort of worked in my dream xD I guess it's all sort of skills. You have power in...

I've heard that an acquaintance of my girlfriend swears by it. I will have to try it now, sounds too good not to.

I like to meditate on lucid dreams :) After a while your dream dissolves and you just see light. It's a very positive state with awareness but very little thought. It has helped me get a new perspective on my thought patterns - it becomes clear that maybe I could just not have those negative...

No advice to give you but good luck!!

Technically magic truffles are legal here in Germany, or at least semi legal, due to the same loophole that makes them available in the Netherlands.

MDMA stopped me having panic attacks for about six months, and I'm hoping that continued careful MDMA use will eliminate them forever. Psychoactive cacao showed me what I should do with my life in the middle to long term.

I once read on erowid someone had a 1 month long trip on brugmansia, and it seemed to only end when he stopped taking weed.

True enlightenment doesn't mean loss of boundaries, or so I believe. I think people often mix up ego as personality with ego as false self. I prefer to avoid that and usually just call it the false self. In the enlightenment state you don't exactly have no sense of self, you just don't...