besides the personal conflict your having with some of the members, I think you found a way to ease the pain/fear without supressing it. That's cool, I always used to do this. The moment your dwelming off you come to the subconciesness (how to spell??) wich is always good. You just lose a little...

Ik heb gewoon via wikipedia veel artikelen gelezen over de maya's en de kalenders. Het klopt dat de grote (want er waren ook kleine kalenders weer onderdeel van deze) kalender bijna eindigt? Toch is er weer een leuk feitje, omdat de telling zo ontzettend ingewikkeld is via onze numerologie...

This is the time of spiritual awakening. I sense positive changes in the world, this kind of posts make me feel bliss. Thanks for sharing. BTW how did you reach such an experience?

Hello, my english isn't really good so there might be some typo's, sorry about that. I have always been interested in spiritual/psychedelic trips. Unfortunatly I was young and irresponsible and I kinda took everything I could get. The most euphoric and interesting trip was an xtc pill...