Indeed the way this knowledge was imparted to me in big bursts in lucid dream was very peculiar, which is why I don't take myself much seriously...
When you see me exhibing pride it's because I'm trying to make you laugh... when you see me shows signs of humility, it's because I try to be funny !
The only way I get serious is if someone gets me to talk about marriage between two holographic (photonic if you will) beings. But then again , I try not to be because ultimate implications is simply not what the paradigm shift is all about ; it's about the end of cyclic paradigms (dogma).
For all that we know, this time might be crucial in the understanding of truths that connect each of us, each truth has its own unique contribution to the whole, and I don't see myself as more "right" than Brumangsia for example, but to me life is only a serious marriage experience with oneself, it's not because I consider myself not more or less that my presence will not drastically change the life of someone through subtle ways however.
I have seen it happen, and I don't think it's mystical power, I was just the only human on earth to accept to take the position I am in. Some wanted to become powerful men, dreadful necromancers, even gods ; but noone had the ambition I had to become the supreme god at such an early age I felt it. Of course I was just numbed, not rich but just well enough to be an illusioned kid, who's thoughts were lost in fantasy and ancient manuscripts. But it seems the timing was impecable for me, for this is just a fascet of my experience, when I came to the place where all dreams spawn, noone else was there to take the seat. Why ? Because many were courageous enough to face the demons on the way there, but noone was willing to clean the sick horse with his bare hands, noone even made it there amongst all the holographic potentials.
This is not something to be proud of, since I hold no power over anyone, this is nothing to be humble about since it is all dream, this is nothing like destiny since I am at loss to remember all I learned.
I realise I need community, I need to dream, I need to consider all living things god/godess in form. This way I remember, piece by piece, what guides us "home", and so will all other holographic minds now.
Datura shows you exactly this when she gets you on the delirium tremens ; she teaches how to let go of normal perceptions and accept the experience as it is, an experience. You can shift through scenes and scenes never connected, things happening might be shocking and sometimes very challenging, nonetheless you don't grab into it and say : This is my truth ! But you rather feel, I'm powerful about my own life, because thats what your DNA tells you.
So you see in reality you have to know that your body is naturally full of pride, the DNA has survived for a LONG time and it's well rooted, well through the thin matrix that covers the earth crust. But none of that pride must be allowed to seep into the mind, even if soul might enjoy such experience. And humility is a characteristic of the over-soul, or higher self which is composed of dragon-angelic-serpant souls. This as well must not seep into the mind, even if the soul might hate being without it.
To get back on whats practical, in the dream world I have occupied the same kind of place as many characters of stories like the arthurian legends, take Merlin for example. To me there is many ways to dream, some very close minded ways, but also collective lucid dreaming which I have experienced very often. Thats where "science" looses its grip. The experience can be reproduced, mind you, but it cannot be reproduced randomly, because there is a latent fear about the implications of such balance between reality and fantasy.
What if everyone changes at night and becomes different "species" of ET genetics like the old sumerian and indian books seem to agree we are made of. What if some people dream as humans, other as reptilians, others as small grey martians ?! You're right that wouldn't be serious, it would not only make "reality" just a polarity in which the only simple thing to do is be responsible and conscious ; but it would also make the dream world a place wrought with responsibilities where the spirit struggles not to get caught in any redundancy.
So if what I saw is true (and it did take me a while to understand the visions I had) then it means that if you are morphing into a reptilian that loves big orgies with lots of woman at night but you are not very conscious in your dream you just think you're some human in a normal orgy and you think that is a normal thing to do, because the intensity of the experience makes you loose perspective, you become responsible for engaging in such activity in a karmic way, and you reap what you sow, with one exeption. Where you pour your living water forgiveness falls, that is how you break cycles in life experience ; you take a step back in a lucid manner, take the dream experience as a serious marriage of your spirit, soul and body, understand who and what kind of genetics are implicated in your dream events, to be able to forgive yourself for allowing yourself to interact with such people. No victims, no paradigm.
But when you wake up after ; you must be the same good old man who knows all of this is happening in another plane of reality, not because we are all powerful gods with the power of astral travel, but because the earth lives and connects us through her electro-magnetic field, the science is there to sit and build our houses on, noone is ridiculous in this life, there is no stupid job.
So at the same time no pride and no humility for the waking self ; it just cares about doing the right thing, being responsible and trying to use concepts like community, friendship, passion and sexual energy to the best of his ability.
So I'd like to continue in that goal of truthsharing, and you're right if you think no human like me can judge you about yout life, only you can judge yourself ; but what will you lean on to know how ? Your dreams, and there I see all that is, there I can judge your body for what it makes you do. You all have the power of changing your gene expression in this life, which in turn influences the way you dream. This is scientific ; take a stimulant for a long time and your body genes will adapt to this stimulation and change the enzymes that are produced modifying your body structure in dramatic ways ; this is called gene expression.
I'm not here to tell anyone that this is absolute truth, I'm just telling you what I had to suffer to get where I am, not to eliccit pity or even worse, but rather to tell you that NOW is a good time to start being lucid or talk about your experiences so much that your dream self is forced to be integral to your own perception of "whats right". There is no right or wrong in the dream experience, but in the waking life this is something to consider as a manner of speaking, it's more intention than right or wrong.
I know I will see you all there, but I also know I'm human, and you can expect to find a compassionate man awaiting to hear your wonderful stories and dream adventures, it is very creative and I never get bored or exited about them.
Only now, with your fingers tapping the surface of the keyboard, I know we're all human because I have seen how we all come down here and how the earth field is evolving.
Thats why I can honestly say that there is no way to enter or exit the planet radiation bands, this is scientific fact, there are no ETs on this planet, but maybe there are many humanoid species evolving here, they're just not so powerful anymore, they are just like us now, science is a monster that uniforms us all. But thanks to the pure heart of holographic children, we flipped inside out and Earth decided we are self-suffiscient, we are on a big spaceship, we're going home.
This isn't the time to beleive in heroes, it's the time to dream lucidly
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