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- 2/8/05
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hello all!
i bought the 5x and the 10x salvia recently [my first time on psychedelics. only do weed]
5x doesnt work for me
first time i did the 10x i was in my bedroom alone and ended up on the floor with things punishing me etc. music talking to me. i dont remember that much of that trip.
second time on salvia an hour ago.
i went in the bath [so that the sweating doesnt bother me] put the camera on recording.
i wanted to smoke more this time but just one hit was enough.
i thing i entered a diferent dimension
everything had life and was talking in my mind.. i dont remember seeing anything [maybe i did i dont know]. everything had lost the meaning it has in our world, and everything had life!! i thing i encountered that same kind of life as in my first trip although now i was the one with the power. but i didnt care.. the things were telling me something like to help them. i then got out of the bathroom with the bong on my hands and did something i dont remember [it was out of the view of the camera] and then returned to the bathroom and came back to reality slowly. it all lasted about 10 minutes.
now im kinda better but just right after the trip i was sure there is another dimension and things like suicide crossed my mind, because i understood that life is so meaningless.
has anybody had such an experience? i think im going crazy with salvia. its definatly not a happy drug..
i bought the 5x and the 10x salvia recently [my first time on psychedelics. only do weed]
5x doesnt work for me
first time i did the 10x i was in my bedroom alone and ended up on the floor with things punishing me etc. music talking to me. i dont remember that much of that trip.
second time on salvia an hour ago.
i went in the bath [so that the sweating doesnt bother me] put the camera on recording.
i wanted to smoke more this time but just one hit was enough.
i thing i entered a diferent dimension
everything had life and was talking in my mind.. i dont remember seeing anything [maybe i did i dont know]. everything had lost the meaning it has in our world, and everything had life!! i thing i encountered that same kind of life as in my first trip although now i was the one with the power. but i didnt care.. the things were telling me something like to help them. i then got out of the bathroom with the bong on my hands and did something i dont remember [it was out of the view of the camera] and then returned to the bathroom and came back to reality slowly. it all lasted about 10 minutes.
now im kinda better but just right after the trip i was sure there is another dimension and things like suicide crossed my mind, because i understood that life is so meaningless.
has anybody had such an experience? i think im going crazy with salvia. its definatly not a happy drug..