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Psyolopher
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I've never done DXM, but i know this feeling on another level!
Use it wisely, some may say its bad!
Some may say it is a gift, but all i can say...be careful man!
Take your time to observe it!
Use it wisely, some may say its bad!
Some may say it is a gift, but all i can say...be careful man!
Take your time to observe it!
tryptonaut
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I totally know what you mean.
I often see my actions very differently when tripping (that is I am shocked at how egoistic/primitive/whatever else bad adjective you can imagine - my behaviour has been). I try to change it immediately after the trip and I must say I'm glad I get this outside view sometimes - there are a lot of people who could use a dose of this really urgently, people who don't realize how they are seen by others.
I think this outside view on my actions saved me from becoming an alcoholic. I really don't like drinking all that much anymore because I know how stupid I become when I've had too much. I still like a few drinks sometimes, but I keep it down a notch because I hate what I do and say when I'm really drunk.
I often see my actions very differently when tripping (that is I am shocked at how egoistic/primitive/whatever else bad adjective you can imagine - my behaviour has been). I try to change it immediately after the trip and I must say I'm glad I get this outside view sometimes - there are a lot of people who could use a dose of this really urgently, people who don't realize how they are seen by others.
I think this outside view on my actions saved me from becoming an alcoholic. I really don't like drinking all that much anymore because I know how stupid I become when I've had too much. I still like a few drinks sometimes, but I keep it down a notch because I hate what I do and say when I'm really drunk.
The only times in my life that I fully enjoyed parties was when I was on either mdma or amphetamines or both - because then there's a party in my head and I don't really mind the other people being fake or not
Psyolopher
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Its my curse aswell, i dont like 'normal' parties because i just cant join in on thier social behavior!
I think alot of people are hiding from them selfs, and living an illusion!
So i get abit down when i just cant be me!
I find it hard to meet people, but its easier once you find a culture you can enjoy more i guess....
Alot of people are fake....that is true!
You've just taken your first step in the realization of how the sheeps really are!
when you finally take a step outside this whole game, you see how crap it is!
I think alot of people are hiding from them selfs, and living an illusion!
So i get abit down when i just cant be me!
I find it hard to meet people, but its easier once you find a culture you can enjoy more i guess....
Alot of people are fake....that is true!
You've just taken your first step in the realization of how the sheeps really are!
when you finally take a step outside this whole game, you see how crap it is!
