Alright, coming back to this topic after 2 years. So, I took around 1200 ug after my last post. Then after 6 months I took about 3000 ug (could've been more, something between 3000-4000). This year took around 800 ug. In case you're ready to die and leave everything behind, I'd say: Go for...

I was 19 at the time. I had used psychedelics for about a year (once in 3-4 months maybe) before I started using them many times a week. It was like something just snapped in my head. Really hard to explain... But in that period it was all just about psychedelics. I wanted to go deeper and...

It's really hard to tell was it addiction or what. Maybe I was just too excited about psychedelics. I guess that the first trip was so amazing that I thought I would get enlightened or something if I just used more. But instead of getting any better person I just lost the trips. It wasn't...

That's actually very common. I just read a research paper about the general way people experience drug use here in Finland. Most of them "fall in love" in the beginning and use a lot. Then at some point they "become adults" and it doesn't interest them so much anymore... And they quit or just...

I've noticed that there are quite many psychonauts that are polyamoric or relationship anarchists etc. This sometimes happens when people start thinking outside of the box: Why should I be only with one person if I love two people at the same time? What's wrong with that? Why can't we all just...

Yeah, that's right. But it's very hard to change inside of this system. I mean, of course I could just stop being part of the system and go to live in the woods (which would propably kill me in a year since I live in Finland and it's like -30 degrees in winter), stop using electricity and stop...

I don't really hate DMT. I think it's a wonderful experience. Once. Or even twice. But after doing DMT for maybe, say, 100 times... It gets kinda boring. For me it's always the same caleidoscope loop which goes on for eternity. It feels like an eternity but still it's just 5 minutes and you're...

For some people it never occurs that They are "the elite" in this world. In fact I'm pretty sure that all of us on this board are part of the richest minority in the world. How many mouths could we feed? And still we don't do it. We're crazy.

There is a term for people who start tripping a lot: "eraserheads". This is a phenomena that sometimes occurs when people start using psychedelics. And it's something that happened to me. So basically I was tripping 4-5 times a week for about 3-4 months. What happened to me was that I lost the...

Well basically I would propably just tell them I feel uncomfortable with them and tell them the reason why. That's it I guess.

People (yes, I'm including myself and all of you here) have always been crazy. That hasn't really changed. Was it Bill Hicks or who said this? But a good example of the craziness: Jesus came and told us the good news: "Everything is okay!" And what did we do? We killed him. That's how people...

Didn't read all the comments but wanted to tell you guys my tip for all the trips: Accept what you get. Observe it. That's it. Good or bad, whatever it is. You got negative emotions? Observe them. How do they feel? Where do they come from? Take them as tools to learn something. You got...

Expectations. That's what you were doing wrong. Don't expect to get anything. I'm always trying to be prepared for everything, even for that I won't be prepared for what I'm getting, lol. When I had less experience I noticed that I usually get difficult trips when I'm trying to get something...

Shiina Ringo - Gamble. I just love everything about this song. It's pretty nostalgic since I used to listen to Shiina Ringo when I was a teenager.

Ayahuasca works on different ways. It is not only visual. If you are concentrating too much on the visual effects, you will miss a lot of the deep processes going on. You can control your ayahuasca experience by your concentration. It is actually possible to make yourself totally sober during...

I just registered here so it seems that I don't have a permission to post a new thread. So, if you don't mind, I'll be adding my question to this thread. I hope somebody reads it and can give me some advice. Sorry, this post might be a little bit long. I would call myself a pretty experienced...