first here is a disclaimer that a friend recommended i add to any mention of this specific experience that i urge you to heed with the utmost sincerity DISCLAIMER: this is a much MUCH too high dose for many (if not most?) people and it can end very badly(not to say it can't end good but it's...

fair enough and i should retract using the phrase over emotional, i think more accurately i would have to say there are some out there with extremely wide ranges of emotion but there are some whom im referring to who have such wide ranges but the inability to cope in a positive way with them...

i think you hit the nail on the head man, i dont know where to go past all this now tho and i feel a bit lost

trust me mate you wont regret switching to standardized. the 20(25)x from this particular vendor has shot me out farther than anything ive ever experienced and if i took 2 hits of it ive experienced full blown amnesiac states. i only go so strong because i can pack 5 or 6 small leaf fragments...

i thinkt hat depends heavily on the person. i for can handle even the most prfound mental states but am bothered by even mild physical discomfort so it depends on the person i suppose

please don't misquote me, i didn't say emo as in a class of person i meant it quite literally as in over emotional. as for judging my level of maturity don't use a single a statement i made to judge my overall level of maturity. also as far as feeding a suicidal sibling hallucinogenics it was...

i tend to agree with this but please also bare in mind that once in DMT space it may be easier said than done. i think a key factor to remember also is no matter how bad it may seem to get if at all it should be kept in mind that it wont kill you physically and that it will pass soon enough...

please for anyone who has a genetic history of schizophrenia or worry about ever becoming afflicted by this conditions i urge you to read over the link i posted 2 messages ago, it could factor very strongly into helping you integrate the experience into mundane life. in most modern western...

i do not reccomend or condone using psyche in a solo setting but speaking from personal experience ive had both good and bad solo experiences with everything from lsd and mushrooms to ayahuasca/freebase dmt, and salvia extract it comes down to how easily you can accept things but still solo is...

well my brother isnt an emo nor the poster from that troubled topic but he was deffinitely a bleak and dismal person who had tried to off himself in the past and had alot of emo tendancies but the ayahuasca has deffinitely healed his spirit in ways i couldn't have predicted

ive noticed my most lucid experiences come between waking and sleeping while on a high dose of poppy pod tea (be careful it can be both addictive and deadly!!) but ive noticed that whenever i drink the pod tea and lay down then slip into a trance state i can have full blown lucid dreams and out...

most deff man go for it, i say we get on the mods to make a full forum for dreaming and outside interpretation :-)

my personal idea is that all of tis is a sort of way to alleviate eternal boredom more or less

good related article http://www.jungcircle.com/roberts2.html

:-( nooooooooo

why thank you very much so, greatly appreciate the good words mate :-)

oh wow yeah i was most definitely there to guide him and it was done in a home setting with certain ceremonial aspects of course, he first ingested 3 grams of ground capsuled syrian rue and then drank 2 cups of mimosa tea from a batch of 4 cups that was brewed using 42 grams of mimosa and 400mg...

idk if i agree with not doing dmt until one has done lsd, i think the short duration might be a good prep for those 12 hour long voyages into insanity, not to mention my brother has done fine having only tripped twice in his life on weak as well as a very strong dose of ayahusaca, hes a changed...

no the red face paint is purely artistic. i wouldnt really relate any of my artwork with my occult studies aside from the arwork on my arm which was done in a trance state and heavily related to a fallen friend

i couldn't agree more, i did state unless i made a typo that medication restrictions apply still rima's as much as they do maoi's and the diet with rima is much more a spiritual concern as it is ease of purge i think the point i was aiming at was moreso that people who might be prone to freak...