"it's a shame you wouldn't be able to get involved as a sitter" I`ve done it many times and the only people who had bad experiences that they had difficulty getting over during and after the trips were those that had latent mental problems.I have had to hold peoples hands and listen to their...

I don`t like hero worship.If i were to have a hero it would be my teacher,partner,friend,guide and mentor.Other than that i don`t see many people in our scene who i look up to.If i did have heroes it would be Albert Hofmann,Alexander Shulgin,Richard Evans Schultes,Richard Kemp and me. As far...

max freakout.You totally dismissed Zen and Zen ego death and then later in your posts you used this example to vainly try to validate what you say. "there is a Zen saying: "before enlightenment, chop wood and carry water. After enlightenment, chop wood and carry water". If you were...

Thanks itsscience . About the book.Since the castaneda hoax i don`t read books like that.The word toltec is a dead giveaway.The book has nothing whatsoever to do with toltecs. If you and anyone else reads the thread they will see my post and the post from max that followed it.That post could...

"heath robinsons trees blows any sog method ive ever seen back into the stoneage!" Where can i get more information and if possible photos please.

Thank you for clearing that up.It needed doing because anyone who read your post could have thought that you were talking about me.

Sorry Fran but this needs clearing up. "Fran i have confirmed with my flatmate that he is cool to be in your project, but he works funny hours but it shouldnt be too difficult to arrange" Who are you talking about max?If you are talking about me please tell us everything that you have...

You need better air ventilation. You just found out why one should grow 16 plants per square meter to get 1G. and more per watt.Did you weigh the stems and leaves? If you used that space with one 600 watt lamp suspended above two square meters (better 1.5 square meters) of plants you would...

WELL DONE . It proves that all those fancy grow products are a total waste of time and money . How many watts did it have ? On how much space ? How long were the vegetative and flowering periods ? What was the total harvest from it ? Is that plant how it grew or had you cut any leaves off ? If...

I would be prepared to help if i can but i won`t give my address or my e-mail address or meet with anyone. I have had over 12000 entheogenic drug experiences and they changed my life, the way i think and the way i act.Before taking entheogenic drugs i was a gangster,a professional criminal...

If you are serious about your project and want to keep it objective and also to get a good picture of who max is,what his personality is like and what he believes you should read the "On killing the ego " topic.Max does not represent this site or the majority of its members or the majority of...

One should take into account that those scores are based on the percieved damage/costs to society as well and that much of that is caused by their illegality.

I was driving the one car.It was on private land and we were testing a rally car.Rally car driving and testing often ends in crashes. The motorbikes were all driven by me on private land.Testing scrambling bikes and very tuned up bikes.Each accident happened the first time i rode each of...

My experience with ego death and near death experiences. 30 motorcycle accidents, 1 car accident while triping on mushrooms where a small child was hit and knocked unconscious, 1 car accident while very high on cannabis, 1 car accident where the car i was driving hit a rock...

"uh.... sure i'll try harder for you." Thank you. "im sorry my unkempt manner makes my posts less legible.im a weird crazy guy" We all are.

EndlessEntity could you please mark the quotes that you make clearly as i often have dificulty understanding wich parts of your posts are quotes and wich part are your replys.Thank you.

Where do car acidents fit into that? What about near death experiences? Have you ever had any? How many? Under what circumstances? EDIT What were you loke before yout ego death experiences? What are you like after those experiences and what changes did they make in you?

Max do you claim to have experienced ego death? If so how many times? Under what circumstances? Exactly what happened?

+1 Well said.Max has understood nothing.

I did not attack anyone. While we wait for max to explain himself and answer the questions i asked i will explain what i said because you obviously don`t understand.I had thought that the people who post on this site would have at least a little bit of experience with life,drugs and also with...