thank you :) I am thinking that maybe I should try some meditation techniques... I don't know. At the moment I am aware that everything around me is contributing to a big state of agitation and lack of calm. In the last week I was reading a J.G.Ballard story The Sound-Sweep, in which the...

I have had a time in my late teens when I was kind of experiencing the world slightly differently, I was not doing any particular drugs at that moment, but my friends were, and now, in retrospect I can see that the whole atmosphere that was so influential to me was coming from the type of open...