What is you mindset when meditating? Personally when I go in to the state of calmness without thought my body starts shaking and tensing up, and i often burst out in tears or it mellows down after a while of focus on breathing. But I experience some struggle with just letting go.. can you relate...

I have not tried DMT yet but I am very interested in it, this thread just made me laugh so much. I'm glad DMT seems to be humourus as well