Feelings. Didn´t read the whole thread. I feel a bit tired and a bit old. I´m 56 fighting all kind of illnesses and holding down a job with lots of responsibility for others. My depression is in a kinder phase, my OCD isn´t as bad as usual, anxiety is mangeable. I feel love for my family and...

I grew tired of cannabis at the age of 21, stayed off all drugs until about ten years ago when I started medicating with weed and that is now how I treat chronic pain. After reading up on cannabis I directed my attention towards hallucinogenics and DMT/ayahuasca drew my attention! Spent two...