I have to agree that routine is necessary for human survival and evolution. What I believe to be the problem is finding YOUR routine. In today's day and age, you see soo many ppl and their routines on a daily basis, fancy cars and houses, clothes, jewelery,......not trying to be materialistic...

Have you considered any other forms of dmt yet? I have heard that they all have about the same feel, NN-DMT, 5-ME-O-DMT, BLA BLA... Nn should be the quest, imo I have had 5meo and nn.... 5meo felt dark and twisted, where nn felt light and welcoming.