well then there is physical safety and mental safety. Can a sitter alter your experience after its gone to "hell". It seems the most they can do is keep your body from harm. Is my assumption valid?

would tying your waist to the chair with a rope work? If its a big enough chair and a strong enough rope.... Could you untie yourself? Perhaps even haul you car seat into the living room and buckle up? maybe even a helmet!

feel like dying... "I did was think I was going to die and think about my family." ya i know what you mean i think. However it would seem you and i havent died yet. I have reflected and I believe my fealing was fear mixed with the sensation i was no longer in my body. I felt like had entered...