seems like salvinorin has a sertain dose(different to different people) after which the effects are overwhelming,
I've expirienced it after trying an extract 10X,
and the expirience was realy odd,
it's like breaking throug another dimention, first (like in previous salvia expiriences ) I felt the tickling in mu fingers and face, and layed down. the "world" desentigrated into "layers" of reality, tyrnig around me, with different realities in each layer and something else in between. But this time instead of only looking at this phenomenon, I got involved.. I felt physicaly how I exited the 3D and entered something VAST, and after that there was no "I" any more, only "me" Like "I" was only a dream, from whch "me" was waking up.. the memories of what was left in the dream was faiding rapidly, and another memories apiered, like "oh, here again!"..
felt like on the outer side of a window, lookin at both the 3D world which was left "inside" and the reflection in the glass infront of what was behind me, balancing at a narrow step, and some vast and deep "space"..
the feeling was a bit incomfortable, like a 8 months child standing on 2 legs for a first time, and the most shocking thing was that this "space" was inhabited, there were voices, childish loughter, than somebody(male) said " be carefull not to fall" and another said "do'nt worry, he's OK"
but in a language, which I barely understood,*
than they lost interest in me , than the effects started to fade,
I felt like wanting to go back, and the feeling of passing through a glass apiered agai, and there was this allful moment of feeling that I'm "stucked" on the border between the worlds, and that was a bit fritening.. but it was shur I'm coming back, because the "I" and the meaning of "fritening" was obviously coming back to my mind.
Then I "poped" back in 3D, and the feeling of that strange "there" started to fade..
*and I felt how the strange phrase which I heard there disapears from my memory..
I wonder if this was realy another place, or it was some of my first memories from the childhood.
Later I tryied salvia extract (from another source)again, but without the same spectacular effects.. the feeling of "dying" apieredagain, but not the feeling that I'm already dead. :wink:
Brugmansia wrote:
But somehow I feel like patience plays a central role in this process.
Totally agree. And I also think you have to open your mind for it.. and just let the Salvia 'take over'. That's what always helps with me.
Had my first ''breakthrough'' when trying it for the 2nd time. You KNOW when you have this moment.. when it's time.
exactly, it's like levels of "let go" which apieres always in same order,
and the refuse to "let go" causes discomfort, seems like
salvia expirience il like a test if we are "ready."..